Sep 25 2008
So frustrated and I feel hopeless
It hurts so bad to know that someone you love with every inch of your body is in so much pain they cant even stand it and the medicine they are given to help them feel better doesnt work. Its horrible to just sit there when the person you are madly in love with is suffering and all the while you know there is absolutley nothing you can do. Every fiber in my body longs to help him and unfortunatley its the last thing I can do. Things just feel so helpless sometimes. I want to know is there a light at the end of this tunnel becase I sometimes wonder. I just want these stupid over payed bastard doctors to get off their ass and help my baby. If things dont change soon i might just have to pull a John Q and get some results! Im so sick of asshole nurses that dont give a shit and half ass doctors. three fucking years is more than enough time for pain and suffering. So much was lost of his childhood. He missed out on so much and what hurts is he cant get it back. I just wish I had a magic wand to wave over him and make his liver better and just cure everything. All I want is for my little darling to feel better and be able to do what he wants. My dream is to one day be able to see him do whatever he wants whenever he wants to and at the end of the day he can come home to me and we can be our happy, crazy and in love selves.
I love him so much and I would do anything ANYTHING for him hes my everything. My bestfriend,my lover, my confidont, my shoulder to cry on, someone I can always count on and the one I want to be with forever.
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