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So ive been dating my wonderful boyfriend whom ive been dating a little over 2 years is injured and has been for 3 years. He was hurt in a motocross accident in which he split his liver, fractured his back, shreded his gall bladder, broken a few of his ribs, chipped one of the disks in his back and he broke his shoulder. He had to stay in Harbor veiw for 87 days and ever since then hes been in and out of the hospital and he currently has a tube in his liver that is draining the bile the isnt going into the right bile ducts. I am so frustrated with this whole situation. I want all of this shit done with and over but it just doesnt seem like its going to happen. I know at this point in time I need to be that rock that he can cling onto, but it just gets so hard sometimes because Its so overwhelming to see someone who you love with all of ou heart in so much pain and in and out of the hospital. My heart is just aching and I want all this to stop. My baby loves riding bmx and I would like nothing more for us than to get our own house and he can go out riding anytime he wants and then we can stay together every night and just be happy and in total love. Ive never felt anything for anyone close to how I feel for who im with now. Everything (besides the fact hes hurt) is so perfect and I just pray to god that everything gets better soon and he can live a normal life. I just want this stress gone